January 7,2009

I cannot explain why I do what I do. I wonder about that. Is it important to figure out your purpose behind things-or is just DOING enough. In the moment of doing it is truly wonderful and then I worry...is this worth something...am I working toward something...how dare I be happy doing something, shouldn't I suffer and am I making myself suffer over it by wondering what it is worth-ah, what a tangled web we weave.......and why can't my brain just take a break.

It is cold and this mornign tons of little kids were sliding down the hallways on the way to class. It was very sweet as they all clung to each other and watched out for and warned each other.

Maybe that is what we should all do every day!!!