2015-welcome back

It has been a long time since I visited this blog.  Lots of changes, sorrows, and mid life questions have kept me away from a lot of things I used to enjoy.  I am still wracked with the whys of life, but have been determined, lately, to at least act as if ....act as if I matter, as if what I do matters, as if I haven't lost....
So I will remember to play my records on my new record player

to draw and create all sorts of wonderful things
to start writing comedy and performing what I like instead of trying to do what others like
to keep exercising because I have always loved it and it makes me feel good
to stop the self destructive patterns that I have fallen into

to look forward with more of a sense of wonder instead of dread



to try to live here and now

Here's to 2015-it started of with a Brandi Carlile concert that was out of this world-let the music continue